
I thought this would be everything that I wanted, but it goes to show there is no wrong in second guessing yourself. Let's never grow up and take control of our freedom! We'll never move on! I wish we went through with what we said. I'm tearing me down1 I cannot rely on everyone for my happiness! I'm comfortably numb with everything! I duck and dodge from all these huge regrets. I've been lying to myself for confidence. I finally know who I am these days, an average basket case, for lack of a better word. Soon you will forget these things mattered. Ready or not, we're parting ways to our futures and I for one am moving on to see much better days. Let's never grow up and take control of our freedom! We'll never move on! At least I thought that's what we would say. Say that you love me and that you'll never leave me alone. and now you got me thinking bout' me being all you want. It pains me just to see your beautiful lips on them! And why can't that be me? And here I go again with all my selfish thoughts, all for you. Baby please, why can't you see I've always seen a future with you all along? I need someone to help me take my own mind right off of you. You're in love and I'm a joke! I don't deserve to be with you! You're happy, I know. I keep these feelings bottled up! I hope you can forgive me for my selfish thoughts. Oh no! I can't take the disgrace of you holding them! I know I'm wrong for my thoughts! I need love, so I'll wait everyday for you! Oh no! I can't take the disgrace of you holding them! I know I'm wrong for my thoughts! I need love, so I'll wait everyday for you! Interrogated, oh i hate it! I wish that these feelings really could subside! Give me time! I know that I am caught up in my web of lies! It's obvious.

Oh no! I can't take the disgrace of you holding them! I know I'm wrong for my thoughts! I need love, so I'll wait everyday for you! I know exactly where your heart truly belongs. Maybe till the end? Maybe I can change your mind to think that I really am the one for you. Look at me! Oh can't you see I never would've broke your heart right from the start? Everyday you notice me! I wish that we could take it farther. I'd rather see myself without constant regret. I lost myself while immersed in the darkest thoughts about my ending. I'll take my time to settle down and change myself. I've figured out the cure for loneliness. Put myself into seclusion while I figure it out. I'll never get it so I might as well stop. So baby tell me what's the reason when we're both all alone. If that's the trick of the trade, you'll end up blind. Think with your heart, not with your mind. I have to figure out why I should live secluded. I'm repeating her name as we kiss for the last time.Īnd I can't just.just forget her, cause she's the only thing that ever mattered. No matter how hard I try, these imperfections taunt me. Ready or not, these flaws will always follow me to my grave.

I'm still addicted to living, so there's no way to tear me down. To them I am another addition to the overdramatic.

If you don't want to live it, then reevaluate your life cause we're addicted to living just so death can just pass us by.

You either drop dead or live it, so I suggest you make up your mind. Now hold on one minute! You gotta start before you finish this life. If I could trade it in for perfection, I wouldn't take it cause I'm not ashamed, by the way. And me and my mistakes are on a first name basis, so we are just doing the best we can. We hide behind our pretty little eyes and a smile, but we can only really hide for so long. I'm not an open book, but the pages are my flaws. You swore our love would never end, while sleeping with another man. Sick of the lies girl! Let's break off these ties! I see your facade girl! Ooo yeah! And they drive me insane, so I'll sit and pretend that my love for you is never ending. But she doesn't know that I see through her game.Īnd I'm sick of the lies girl, that you made. And to think I fought for our affair, though she was destined for someone else. But too bad she's a walking contradiction.īut we're complicated people.that's why her words were just leading me on. Let's keep this to ourselves and say we're never gonna be alone.
